i stil dunno how to put into words all tats been goin on~guess its v unexpected n not suppose to happen tis soon. i some how felt smt wasnt right.
sometimes...life is jus cruel..so much effort n hardwork n poof~ :( i know it wasnt, isnt and may not b easy, it never is.tats how the real world is like.
maybe its oso a gd thing, time for smt diff n hopefully things will work out well :)